In lugnet.people.support, Jamie Obrien wrote:
> Too late :( nothing a 2000 tonne train will take care of tomorrow. nd
> anyway talk is cheap and meaningless like me. im surprised with all my
> trainfing i havent gone the totally psycho route. Speak of the devilm
> columbine is on tv right now :( nahhh, id rather nuke the planet. i
> was an equal opportunity guy.
>
> nah its too late, ive hurt too many people, and erasing myself is the
> right decision, regardless of what people may think. though i know
> there are any so im ust be right
> jamie :(((((((((((((((((((((((
>
> On Wed, 16 Feb 2005 05:27:04 GMT, "Eric Sophie" <mylegomaster@aol.com>
> wrote:
>
> > In lugnet.people.support, Jamie Obrien wrote:
> > -snip-
> > > ... otherwise you end up like me, or worse :(
> > >
> > > all these posts should disspaeer in a few hours, again no great loss
> > > :(
> > >
> > > jamie :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
> > > no smart assed jamie :(
> > >
> > > On Wed, 8 Dec 2004 00:32:52 GMT, Jamie Obrien
> >
> >
> > Jamie, talk. The more you talk, the more your feelings change.
> > It all really comes down to what we do moment to moment.
> > Those decisions matter.
> >
> > This is where I listen to you now,...
> >
> > e
Jamie,
Like Janey two months ago, I can not let this post go unanswered. I know what I
write here may not make an impact on yourself but I can hope. I read the replies
you received from fellow Lugnetters; concern for your well-being has been
declared. If they or I can not help you directly, WE want you to know that you
are not alone in your feelings (EVEN IF IT MAY SEEM SO!). Trust me. I had not
revealed here on Lugnet, nor to any members I know personally, that I suffered a
severe bout of depression in the Fall of '02. There were times when the light
appeared too diminished and things were never going to improve. I will admit to
having thoughts of ending my life just so as to not deal with everything that
was going on. But as Mike said, you have to fight the good fight. Recognize that
you are pain BUT do know that you do not deserve it. And I too swear that you
will be a better person for it.
Now I know that this may do nothing for you, but I wanted you to know that I
care, even if i do not know you personally. I'm only 22 and have a lot to
experience in life, but let me tell you that I'm a stronger person for having
dealt with the shit that's hit the fan and blown thru and lived to tell about
it. I have to echo Eric in that:
This is where I listen to you now...
I have said a prayer for you. I wish that you rethink the situation and think
about how people value you, even if you feel that you don't value yourself at
the moment.
Sincerely,
Andrew P. Saada <><
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